Because

When the words spoken out from you



Crashed my heart into pieces



When ever you ignore me

A pieces of my heart dies





It hurts so much...

It's killing me








I know

You don't wish to...


You don't want me to worry about you.




But,Please tell me.


We're in this together baby

You always ask me to share my true feeling

But, what about yours?

I wanna listen, I wanna know

I wanna be the one who can solve your problem

Even if I can't

I wanna be there for you

I want to be the one you can reply on

The one you can depend on

The one you'll always think of when you're hopeless or simple feeling blue

I need you to..

I love you








Your pain
Your sorrow
My heart aches
I wish to ease all of it.







I need you because I love you.

Turning Page

I’ve waited a hundred years.
But I’d wait a million more for you.
Nothing prepared me for
What the privilege of being yours would do.

If I had only felt the warmth within your touch,
If I had only seen how you smile when you blush,
Or how you curl your lip when you concentrate enough,
I would have known what I was living for all along.
What I’ve been living for.

Your love is my turning page,
Where only the sweetest words remain.
Every kiss is a cursive line,
Every touch is a redefining phrase.

I surrender who I’ve been for who you are,
For nothing makes me stronger than your fragile heart.
If I had only felt how it feels to be yours,
Well, I would have known what I’ve been living for all along.
What I’ve been living for.

Though we’re tethered to the story we must tell,
When I saw you, well, I knew we’d tell it well.
With a whisper, we will tame the vicious seas.
Like a feather bringing kingdoms to their knees.

.

不想给你压力:(






I'm sorry babay.....











































IAY

學不會

你的痛苦 我都心疼 想為你解決
擋開流言 緊握你手 想飛奔往前
我相信愛 能證明一切
夠真心 會超越時間
多付出 也多了喜悅 讓幸福蔓延

總是學不會 再聰明一點
記得自我保護 必要時候講些 善意謊言
總是學不會 真愛也有現實面
不是誰情願 就能夠解決

一次爭吵 一個心結 累積著改變
內心疏遠 足夠秒殺 外表多濃烈
才發現愛 不代表一切
再真心 也會被阻絕
這世界 天天有詭雷 隨時會爆裂

還是學不會 少浪漫一點
拼命著想的事 未必帶來感動 或被感謝
還是學不會 解釋我最傷 最累
痛死都不願 怪誰

把每段癡情苦戀 在此刻排列面前
也感覺 不埋怨 只懷念

總是學不會 再聰明一點
記得自我保護 必要時候講些 善意謊言
不是學不會 只是覺得愛 太美
值得去沉醉 流淚

Empty

Just feels empty.





















.

她说

他静悄悄地来过
他慢慢带走沉默
只是最后的承诺
还是没有带走了寂寞

我们爱的没有错
只是美丽的独秀太折磨
她说无所谓
只要能在夜里 翻来覆去的时候有寄托

等不到天黑 烟火不会太完美
回忆烧成灰 还是等不到结尾
她曾说的无所谓 我怕一天一天被摧毁

等不到天黑 不敢凋谢的花蕾
绿叶在跟随 放开刺痛的滋味
今后不再怕天明 我想只是害怕清醒

他静悄悄地来过
他慢慢带走沉默
只是最后的承诺
还是没有带走了寂寞

我们爱的没有错
只是美丽的独秀太折磨
她说无所谓
只要能在夜里 翻来覆去的时候有寄托

等不到天黑 烟火不会太完美
回忆烧成灰 还是等不到结尾
她曾说的无所谓 我怕一天一天被摧毁

等不到天黑 不敢凋谢的花蕾
绿叶在跟随 放开刺痛的滋味
今后不再怕天明 我想只是害怕清醒

等不到天黑 烟火不会太完美
回忆烧成灰 还是等不到结尾
她曾说的无所谓 我怕一天一天被摧毁

等不到天黑 不敢凋谢的花蕾
绿叶在跟随 放开刺痛的滋味
今后不再怕天明 我想只是害怕清醒
不怕天明 我想只是害怕清醒

sorry

I don't know how much more I can take it...
I'm sorry...









I'll try my best:)

IAY.....

L.A.S

I know there's not much I can do...





Perhaps, whatever I do and where ever we went..
reminds you of him?



Watching you blinded your eyes with tears.
Knowing that you're thinking of him,
It kills me softly inside...


Whenever you're thinking of him,I can acutally feel it.
I know....and I understands.

But, I still believe...
Time and Me with full of loves... Will let you forget about him, and let go of him:)

Day by day,
I've fallen deeper and deeper,
I've used to surrounded by your laughter.
The way you smile, I can't resist my self.
Every tears drop rolling down from your cheek,
I'll weep them off.
And hold you in my arms,
Hug you tightly untill I barely breathing.
Every bit of your touch,
Awaken every nerve in my body.
Wanting to tell you how much I like you,
I just can't resist myself from you.
Makes me want to adore you,
Like nobody else could do.
IAY

I just want you to know how much you mean to me.

This feeling inside

Everytime
When you're quiet..
I always trying to figure out what you're thinking...
Is it thinking of him that makes you quiet down?

I don't know what to do,
What I'm suppose to feel
How I'm suppose to feel

Sad?

I don't know how to describe my feeling
Whenever you frown...
When you cry, a pieces of my heart dies...

It's a lil bit funny, this feeling inside...

I'll try harder.
For us:)

I wondered if you could hear my heart in your sleep,
Recognize the smell of my skin in your dreams,
Touch my lips when you wake up,
And whisper in my ears while I sleep.

I pondered all that as you fell asleep to my heartbeat,
Breathing softly on my chest with one of your hands still feeling me.
And when I wake up it was your lips,
Or maybe it's all just a dream.

But when I declared "I adore you",
I could feel your lips at my ear,
Whispering the sweet melody,
Of everything I ever wanted to hear.




IAY

Smile:)

Everytime when you frown or unhappy
And there's nothing I can do to makes you smile..

I feel so useless
I feel like there's nothing else I can do
And I should've done something to make you feel better

I can only blame myself...




I wanna be the one you turn to..when you're down
I wish to be the one...
The one you wanna
Laugh , smile ,cry ,frown ,dream ,play ,joke , kiss , hug with..
be the reason you smile..
be there for you when ever you need me.
When you have a bad day, I'll be there for you:)


Smile:)
That's the most attractive part of you









They said :"The one who hurt you the most, Are the one you loves the most."

Just a word...
You can crash down my entire world and my soul
You can makes me feels like I'm in heaven,
And you can makes me feel like living in hell.

Just a simple words can cut through my hearts like a razor blade.




I'm willing to brighten up your day, Even if I can't brighten up mine:)

Cause you're the reason why my days turn grey.




IAY

Day Dreamer

As I sit here gazing at my laptop,

Instead of working, I’m daydreaming of you...
And wondering if while you’re in your own world,
You’re thinking of me too.

I reminisce about the day we met and how you made me feel,
Looking at the glowing smile on your face,
Staring into your dreamy 八字 eyes,
Your smell, your touch, your warm embrace
And your tender lips..

What a special night that was...



And now, I’m starting to feel that warmth inside,
Like nothing or no one else can make me feel...
Butterflies, a constant smile, happy thoughts,
Looking forward to the next time we meet.

What lies ahead, down the road to love?
Can it possibly be what I’ve been hoping for?
All my goals, dreams, passions, hopes...
Glaring now before me with great anticipation.


No one knows what tomorrow brings...
One can only wish and believe...
I have abounding faith that God will take care of me,
And bring the right person into my life.

Could it be you?
Time will tell...
I feel a special bond starting between us,
And so I’m truly hopeful that it is "you".

Yes, you're right babay
Miss die me:(

You just went there for 23 hours
And now I'm
Abruptly extremely insanely crazily desperately unconditionally offically
Missing you:(

IAY<3

曾经

　　曾经有一个摩羯女失恋了，然后她找了一直默默喜欢着她的你来倾诉.
　　当你看到她痛苦的样子，心都快碎了，此时你是多想将她拥到怀里。
　　
　　你告诉她你喜欢她，她告诉你，她不敢，她需要时间。
　　你说你愿意继续关怀她，愿意等她，她点了点头。
　　接下来的日子，她还是会经常找你诉说心事。
　　
　　直到有一晚，她又伤心了，她叫你立刻就过去她身边。
　　你没有犹豫，当你见到她的时候，已经深夜一点了，那晚你们拥抱在了一起。
　　
　　接下来的两个月，你陪她玩，陪她逛街，陪她看电影，你发觉世界原来是那么地美好，
只是她还是会偶尔伤感...
　　她告诉你你不是备胎，但你知道她也许只是对你有点好感。
　　谁也不知道，这算不算情侣关系。
　　
　　可不知在哪个转折点，她突然不再爱搭理你了。
　　她说她暂时不想管感情，只想专心工作。
　　她认为彼此没办法给对方幸福。
　　她不想磨光了你的好感再直接否定你。
　　她宁愿笑着流泪，也不愿哭着说后悔。
　　
　　你问她你们之间是否已经没可能了，她告诉你没有绝对的不可能。
　　你企图逃避，试着不再去想她，但你发觉你其实无处可躲。
　　你问她为何不干脆点，叫你滚，直接让你死了这条心，等来的却只有沉默。
　　从此之后，你只能一个人捂着胸口，独自承受着煎熬。
　　你知道就算你主动找她说话也是徒劳的。
　　不是你在逃避她，而是她在逃避你。
　　连话都没的说，又怎么谈得上可能？
　　
　　一个人走出来，一个人陷进去。
　　
　　所以现在，你是否只希望时间能过得快点，好抚平你的伤口？
　　所以现在，你是否想忘记她却无法忘记？
　　所以现在，你是否还幻想着“没有绝对的不可能”？
　　所以现在，你觉得恶心么？




A random post saw online:S

All these years

Isn't it ironic? That we've met each other since primary school.
I don't even know what's your name. All I ever remember is your face.
Now look at us:)
Why I missed all these years to search someone like you,
When you're just right at the corner?

How funny
You and I
I never thought I'd fell for you
The best thing underneath the twinkling stars
My heart desires to be close to you

And I tired, I can't seems to get myself to think of anything but you
I keep falling deeper but it gets sweeter too
everything,every single thing about you touches my heart in a way
I have never felt like this before

It's real

I adore you;)

Lie To Me

Maybe I don't know what love is

Maybe I'm a fool

I just know what I'm feeling

And tt's all because of you
Don't tell me
I don't know
I want the truth
Cause they call it
We call it
You call it
I call it love





Wish that you'd think about me.
Wish that you'll love me
Just wish that you're mine.







"I've died everyday waiting for you,
Darling don't be afraid I have loved you for a thousand years.
I have love you for a thousand more."

Christina Perri - A Thousand Year

I
Adore
You

Hold On Tight

Sorry for rushing you..


Perhaps I'm a little too rush.



Should just let you rest for awhile..





But....








I'm afraid of someone
that's better looking than me,drives a better car,makes you happier,makes you smile everytime
scared of someone might steal you away from me.
afraid of you might fall for someone.

I know you're not that type of girls
I trust you
But, you were never mine.
I'm just afraid of losing my everything
.
.
.
.
you





Don't let go of me...






It's so uneasy
Feel so insecure.





I'll try harder to make you fall for me:)
I adore you.

感觉

只为你喜欢的人放低姿态，心甘情愿，看上你的你不喜欢，一点都不接受，怕要负担！

原来只是你自己狠心下了注
　　　　
　　　　他却不愿和你赌
　　　　
　　　　赌你们的明天和幸福
　　　　
　　　　其实只要一点点鼓励，你就可以义无反顾
　　　　
　　　　
　　　　
　　　　其实你根本没有看仔细
　　　　
　　　　只是从来不曾怀疑
　　　　
　　　　没有开始的结束
　　　　
　　　　而今怎样都于事无补
　　　　
　　　　能理解么，这是你对于曾经那人的心态



因为骗不了自己 所以无法接受自己不爱的人
　　
　　 为自己所爱的人，低到尘埃里去了，容忍了很多曾经以为不能容忍的东西，想赌一把，却无法摸清他的真心，不知道是否愿意和我一起赌一赌明天的幸福。
　　




你是这样吗....?





我感觉好绝望啊．．．

You :)

Your smile is contagious, And your kiss is my drugs



Something about the way. Something about the way you look in my eyes
You make everything so damn easy,
So easy that I dont got to worry about a thing.
Baby, when we touch... all I can see is the image of us
Sitting next to each other by the beach at the dusk..
Sippin' on a juicebox, with sand between our toes

AJ Rafael - "When we say"









The moment of truth
Captured with my tiny eyes ;p
And I fell for you.
I just wish that you could see what I sees in you.
You're perfect in my eyes.



I likes

the way you smile:)
the way you laugh.
the way we hugs
the way we hold hands
the way we kiss
the way you're clumsy
the way you act silly & stupid
the way when you were surprised.
the way when you're shy *blush*
the way you always feel hard & guilty when I act pity
the way you're softhearted and kind
the way you smell , Your scent
the way you push me away when I try to kiss you.
the way you moves your legs when you're exiciting and happy
the way you call me babay
the way you call my full name *Tiah Kok Chin*
the way you say I'm silly
the way you are straight forward
the way you are being yourself
the way you care about me
the way you care about everyone,but forget about yourself
the way you get touched when you're watching movie
the way you fall as sleep in my arm
the way you trying not to let the scene cold down and keep on talking.
the way you are spoiled
the way you act like you're not paying attetion. Yet actually heard them all.
the way you craving for snacks & delicous food
Just the way you are:)







Don't try to change yourself for others,Just be you. yourself.
Because you don't even know how beautiful you are:)





If someone can give you a reason to why they love you, they don't love you, they like you. Love is based on emotion not definition.
This is the reason why, I can't give you a reason when you asked me.


I think, I've fall in love with you unconsciously.



Your sadness and hurts, I can feel it ...
I'll be sad because I love you...
I'll used up all my strenght just to protect you ...
I need time to complete my foundation, If there's no stable income/job mean there's no stable solid love.
I care about all your every single little things, I will be sad when you're hurt ,I can only blame yourself....




I don't know where I stand with you. And I don't know what I mean to you. All I know is every time I think of you, I want to be with you.
I'm afraid to tell you . Cause I scared it would affect our relationship...



想现在这样也挺好的...
可以牵着你的小手, 就足够了.